it has been a while since i posted anything. (understatement of the month.)

so far, senior year has been waaayyy harder than junior year, just because there are so many other things to do PLUS all the homework.

i'm less than a month away from interviewing at scripps college (my top choice, and where i'm applying early decision). which is both a terrifying and amazing thought all at once.

for ap lit i'm reading "the reader" and i really like it so far. i wanted to see the movie when it came out, i just didn't ever et around to it. now i have an excuse!

and sad story-i need a twilight intervention. like, i went from loving it in middle school to making fun of it in high school-which included seeing the movie just to laugh at it-and i re-read breaking dawn and...i am changed. i cannot freaking wait for new moon! nbt is even having a nbt field trip to see it together.

oh, on that note. I LOVE NBT THIS YEAR! as much as i always loved nbt, this year its so totally filled with more ♥♥♥. except for one part, which i may or may not expand upon at a later date.

and i found a song for coffeehouse! i'm going to sing/play guitar "hurricane" by the hush sound. i'll keep that updated.

okay, i must go study for hpa now. yay for glycolysis!! NOT.

i forgot!!!

my new favorite waste of time: http://www.polyvore.com

it's this really cool fashion website where you make collages. check it out!

i'm creativitycollage. here'ssome of my stuff: http://www.polyvore.com/just_fell/set?id=10862632

http://www.polyvore.com/dream/set?id=10949333

that's all!

summer is over in...5 days. and i have over 300 pages to read in black boy. fml.

AND. my schedule is so completely fucked up, it's not even funny. like, as in, if i take math at school i can't take choir. and that's bad. because i'm on choir council. and in nbt. which is my life.

but. there is hope. either i take math at the community college. or. they change choir to 7th hour. which is much better, because i currently do not have a 7th hour and, quite frankly, i need one.

so. we'll see how that goes. x

suck it.

this is one of those interesting times when i really, really, REALLY wish my boobs were smaller. because it's not like i'm even fat. it's just that i have huge ass boobs. which sucks. because i can't find a bathing suit that i look super good in.

why me?

anyway. i super need to finish my summer reading. i've read two out of the three books. the only one i have left is black boy by richard wright.

and there is approx. one week and three days left of summer.

that's pretty much all i've got.

summer school p.e. is over!! i'm not in hell anymore. lol.

just reading the poisonwood bible for school. =]

i got into cotillion!!! omg yes! i am soooo excited!

that's all. i forgot before. =]

i have one full day left of summer p.e. omgomgomgomgomgomgomogmogmomg.


i cannot wait. i have spent the last three weeks exhausted because some neanderthal p.e. teachers think it's fun to run a mile every day in the heat and then do sports for three more fucking hours. i love summer school p.e.


actually, i can't think of anything i'd rather do less. in terms of things that aren't dangerous or gross. if someone said to me, how would you like to be tortured, at the moment i'd say just stick me in summer school p.e.

to top it off, i've been sick the entire time. so i can't run three feet without having a coughing fit. yay!

i'll let you know when my life is no longer this hellish.

aside from finals, school is over.

i. am. a. SENIOR, bb!

only sad part is. nbt girls are graduating. i am going to cry.

i just. idk. our leader wrote us this letter on fb and...it made me cry.

tomorrow is my cotillion interview. i'm so nervous! i want to be in cotillion so, so, so much.

in other news, i decided to run for choir council (nerdy much?) historian. i think i can wash out the competition, but i don't want to be cocky about. i'm still nervous.

i just seem to be a nervous wreck. (i am a nervous wreck, i am a total mess. i'm every cliche but i simply do it best)

yay for fall out boy references!

anyways. my ride home and i have made it a ritual to stand talking outside my house for, like, and hour every afternoon. we keep saying that we need to have lunch, but there's always so much to do at the end of the school year. (on that note, only 3 weeks plus 2 days of finals.)


that sums it up.

tonight is pop concert! i am sooo nervous.

and i have 15 pages of ap bio reading to do. due tomorrow morning.

and i'm failing math. and the ap is in a week from monday. and i have my cotillion interview next week. and i have to keep up on reading a prayer for owen meany. and there's pop concert again tomorrow night. and sats. and trying to get into scripps next year. and just college. and.

i need to find a wall to hit my head on.

hello high schools across america. tonight is prom is arizona. more specifically, my high school's prom.

i would squee but that would be a little much.

of course, all the proceedings up until tonight have been shrouded in drama and intrigue. (ok, ok, maybe not the intrigue part--it's poetic license.)

but. i am going. after much deliberation. and bitchy high school girls. yay for bitchy girls! i wasn't aware we were still six years old, but that's just me.

wish me luck!

p.s. - i forgot to mention the tacky theme: casino royale.

hai lj! i haven't been on in a while.

currently, i am babysitting my little sister. she's watching school of rock, which i think she's seen, like, one hundred times. *killmequickly*

emily and i got into pop concert singing/playing guitar together. our song? guilty pleasure, of course!

which is killer. besides being avid cobra fans, we are definitely getting back at cobra for not singing guilty pleasure at the phoenix BND2 show. i cannot wait.

also. another guilty pleasure of mine: zac efron. i totally want to see 17 again because of his gorgeous face.

HAPPY BDAY BRENDON URIE !

WE all <333 you so much!

i am typing this from my new macbook. that is very cool. and my birthday is tomorrow. this, you must understand, is a feat of epic proportions. i figured out how to get my itunes library on here (which involves more work than you think it would) and i got ALL my bandom stuff on the computer. yay me!

omgomgmogmomg. (i think i say this a lot...)

i saw rent with adam pascal and anthony rapp this past weekend. dear god. should i even elaborate on how good it was? seriously. it was fucking fantastic. they are SO FUCKING GOOD AT IT. well, they should be.

anyway. also, even at 38, adam pascal is one hottie. i mean, why is he that good looking? why taunt me like that?

i will forever and always love that show.

LEAVING FOR DISNEYLAND on thusday! i cannot wait. i was ansy in all my classes today and i know it will be worse tomorrow. and thursday morning? don't even think about it. ; )

competition is friday morning. wish me luck! i'm nervous about singing my solo for judges again. it will be super fun, though.

oh gosh. guess what else i get to do? (besides our epic adventure at disneyland where we will make total and utter fools of ourselves. i.e. talking to hot guys, finding gaston and telling him that we were silly girls.)

i get to see my best friend from elementary school who i haven't seen in forever! i'm so excited. i hope it won't be totally awkward, though.

and my room will be so fun. we're bringing a portable dvd player and we're going to dance the guilty pleasure and have fun!timez. for sho'. (i shouldn't say things like that. i cannot pull it off. word.)

well, that's it. i can't wait!

choir concert tonight! i really have to go eat now, though. but bergeron is talking to me on fb. and he's "still high"

whatevz... wish me luck!

p.s. NBT kicks ass.

chicago was amazing. like, i want to live there soo badly! it's such a shame that the university of chicago and northwestern weren't...quite right. i'm still going to apply to nu, though because i love the city so much.

there was this super awesome thrift store in evanston called crossroads trading company. i got a real red leather bag for 9 dollars and the clothes were especially cute. i would go to nu just for that! and then i looked at their website and there are stores in L.A. too. mucho exciting.

and i finished watchmen. ohmyfuckinggod. it was an amazing book.

ramble, ramble. that's me.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! it's over! *sobsobsob* last night was closing night of beauty and the beast. i was a silly girl.


it was soooo much fun, but it's hard knowing that the past two months of my life are over. as in, i won't get to hang out with everyone every freaking day after school. i will miss it so bad.

but last night's run was AMAZING! the best out of the three.

and i'm going to chicago tomorrow. yay!!

the teaser is....tomorrow! that means opening night is wednesday! that means i leave for chicago in exactly one week! AHHHHH.

i. am. so fucking. excited.

tale as old as time. beauty and the beast. ahhh. *smile for the audience*

but i do have to be at school at 6:30 AM. that's a little sucky. and i have an ap bio test and a math test on tuesday and i'm not. NOT. ready at all.

but, on the other hand, i wrote my research paper on kate choin's the awakening, so i can stop freaking about about that. which, by the way, is an amazing book. :D all should read it.

and i might get a laptop for my birthday! yay!

omgomgomgomg! if you have a facebook, you should definitely check out this video of my jazz group, Nothing But Treble. This is our performance last weekend at the NAU Jazz/Madrigal Festival.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1062533836467&oid=23540189156

i'm the second solo in the song and my dress has ruffles on it. lol. check it out!!

omgomgomg! flag was sooooo amazing! it snowed and...


NBT GOT A SUPERIOR RATING!!!!! we did such a good job. we sounded sooo good and we all looked amazingly hot.

yay!! our performance was even better that on tour last year, and that's saying something because we were AMAZING on tour last year.